time.. how swiftly does it pass us by yet unknown to me; the weight of it..
from the very ends of my fingertips can I feel it. the heat and pain of familiarity.. a common struggle returns to me "I know you so well" the charmed dark voice says in bitter compassion that hits like a cold iron dagger to my heart, ringing into my hallows and resounding to the deepest core of me
the summer is light it is warm love
and yet, the sunlight and saturated colours seem to ridicule me suddenly
so light, that it is pain and darkness
clouds run smooth from one horizon to the next like the sands of time
I'm so far below I cannot feel their weight
I cannot wait
[not any longer]
Wednesday, 09 April 2008
with eyes that know
how did you see? so deep, you struck the very core of me
[night spirit]
Wednesday, 23 January 2008
No better than the rest.
how sick..
Saturday, 19 January 2008
on this night.. I look to the sky.. my gaze falls upon the celestial
body not so distant from me. the moon, so full, despite having only
three quarters of herself, draws thoughts from me into the open air. as
many people once did.
with my question posed; the answer eludes me.
beneath the light of the moon, a somberness covers my heart in a thin sheet.
"and how" I wonder
"and why"
I turn to the heavens and speak for knowing.
as I have become accustomed to, a calm and feeling silence returns to me..
..how is it that I chose this path? at what point did I say, "I'll walk
this way".. when was it that I decided that life was too simple.
and when was it that everyone left again?
how long has it been now, on my own?
since when have these darkened mirrors been turned to face me?
how long as it been...
I've grown used to this feeling and all that tag behind.
still I cannot let go of this poison hope.. one who understood all of
these nonsense words that pursue from me. you actually
understood..
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